Walk On By - Seal

Ok, I'm in the mood for ripping music off Youtube.

"Foolish pride, that's all that I have left
So let me hide
The tears and all the sadness that you gave me
When you said goodbye..."

Train - Drive By

Numb.

In so many aspects, I think I've given up trying to understand some things, even if they seem to defy logic by my standards; even if I think they don't seem to make any sense to me.

Perhaps I really am jaded and numb to a lot of things-- doesn't mean I'm resigned to "fate" or that I'm giving up, but yes, it does get physically and emotionally draining, even if I think I'm a lot tougher and can take a lot more hits.

The first time ever I saw your face  

I thought the sun rose in your eyes  

And the moon and stars were the gifts you gave  

To the dark and the empty skies, my love,  

To the dark and the empty skies.  

The first time ever I kissed your mouth  

And felt your heart beat close to mine  

Like the trembling heart of a captive bird  

That was there at my command, my love  

That was there at my command.  

And the first time ever I lay with you  

I felt your heart so close to mine  

And I knew our joy would fill the earth  

And last till the end of time my love  

It would last till the end of time my love  

The first time ever I saw your face,  

your face, your face, your face

Rocketeer

Here we go, come with me
There's a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer
Let's fly...

- Far East Movement, Rocketeer

I still think your hand was made to fit in mine; I still feel the sound of your voice is what I want to wake up to every morning. And I still long to spend every single moment of the rest of my life with you. Only you.

...You're my one in a million.

Will you still love me tomorrow.

Tender touches

I roused you in your sleep, kissing you softly and fingers gently stroking you. I love the feel of your skin against my fingers, and sooth your hair from your face. You're still half-asleep, and my hands move over you, feeling you, touching you tenderly.

You turn to face me, and I move my hand under your panties. You're not wearing a bra, and I plant my mouth on your nipples, sucking gently on them as I stroke your shaven pussy, feeling my fingers moisten from your juices.

"Baby, don't be naughty", you whisper, but you pull me down to you nonetheless.

My fingers continue to stroke you as I plant kisses over your neck, your breasts and your tummy.

I watch you move your hands over your loins, touching yourself as I kiss you.

And I know how much you love tender touches like this in the moments just before we make love...

Just in case you haven't realised: I can be everything you'd ever dream of-- if you dare to dream, that is.

And I know I can be a hell lot better than any you'd ever come across.

If only you can just believe in all that is possible, and believe good things do come your way.